Tuesday, October 26, 2004

publishing old thoughts from my computer

I'm currently publishing my old thoughts, and I want to share them to the world,
there's archives dated 2001 to 2003, those are the greatest and memorable part
of my college life...

before, I though college was a bit rough, yes.. it is, but
the roughness is tolerable, and there's a hidden kindness in it,

Things change nowadays, I'm am a very different person as I where before,
I enjoy the bitterness of life, and I enjoy life much more, and I don't take them seriously,

My interests also shifts, before, I was really a computer maniac, now I'm more of a audiophile, loves music
and enjoy companionships and social relationships with friends.

The greatest lesson I've learned is, bear on, don't fret.. it's all going to be a ride of your life..........

Saturday, October 23, 2004


Lonely heart club Posted by Hello

audiophile freak Posted by Hello

Childhood pictures Posted by Hello

Bruce Lee Posted by Hello

Thursday, October 21, 2004

6 thesis vs. 1 man

So far, I have accomplished 2 thesis works, there's only 4 left, the two where 3D Programming, I just hope I'll make it in time to their demo, man, too much of this will make me out of my mind, oh god please help, I'm sooo stressed!!

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Compassion for Lola

There are times when I'm immature,
I always think about old people as what I see of them,
Because they are sometimes immature too,
And there's times that they are acting scriptedly.

Sometimes, my grandma always quarrel about things,
She quarrel about how our maids cook, about clothes,
She quarrel about things that are misplaced, about shoes, about shirts,
She quarrel about water, about boxes, about broken toys, about bottles,
She quarrel all things under the sun,
With her inscripulous expectations.

Sometimes, they act like kids,
Sometimes, they act like immature old people,
It's what I see of them before,
It's what I sometimes could not understand.

But behind those quarreling, behind those words,
There are proof of wisdom,
Sometimes, they are BS,
but there's proof that what they are saying,
is much a proof of their long experienced knowledge.

They have the key,
Grandparents knows what best,
And I think, even with their quarrelsome nature,
They are the ones closest to solve the most simpliest problems,
Of our generations, from the roots of Procrastination,
Until your current problems about cutting classes, dropped and failed subjects.

They know,
We just have to understand them.